I woke up this morning…and I sinned, but it is not an ordinary morning anymore. My heart is not callous anymore. I could say that my heart is now starting to peel off it’s callouses which built up from the moment I left God’s presence. It is now starting to hurt again whenever I do something against His will, and that hurt only confirms my existence. Now I could say again, that there is more to life…than being away from God.
You are my healer Lord. I will trust in You.